I don't even know where to begin!
I never thought it would hurt so much... I never thought it would be so hard. Something that I had no control of, that no one asked me what I wanted, when they say that they did it for us or waited as long as they did but it doesn't feel like they did because it hurts so much, and they go with their lives while I am struggling to catch my breath, and face the reality of it all...
Right now I am riding the waves of my emotions, some are closer than others, this past week I have felt like I have been running on empty, not knowing what I want or what I want to do, I hate feeling like that...I know what I need , I just need to patient and wait, waiting is not something I do well, but wait I must! The urge to flea is great, but I know that God has me where I am for now, running away wont solve anything anyway!
There are many more things I am processing in my heart and head...
But I will leave you with a link to blog that spoke straight to my heart:
http://ccfoley.blogspot.com/
