Lost My Voice If You Find Let Me Know

Yes my voice is gone and no I am not sick!!! That has been the question i have been asked since my voice went on vacation yesterday afternoon. This has never happened to me before, usally i will loose it a little bit because I am sick but never because I am not sick.

Its hard not being able to talk, but I also look at as God's way of telling me to slow down and that is soo hard especailly when I feel normal!! So I plan on spending tomorrow in bed not talking doig homework so that I can play this upcoming week while I am off work!!!

Please pray that my voice comes back to me!!!!

My Thoughts For Today!

So I thought that October went by fast, November is going even faster it is already the middle of the month... one more week and I will be on vacation for a week!! I am soo looking forward to my thanksgiving break; I will be going to Disneyland with my wonderful friends, and going to see Wicked with my mom for the second time!!! The only bummer will be that I will still have to go to school Monday and Wednesday!!: P

The holidays this year are going to be tough, not just for me… this year has been full of changes and loss. These will be the first holidays since my dad moved out and parents divorce. My mom will be spending Christmas with my grandparents in Tennessee, my brothers and I will be staying here, it’s not that I don’t want to see my grandparents, I just want to stay home, and I think we all (my family) need a break from each other; besides my best friend will be here, and I would rather be here with her instead of in Tennessee with all the stress and tension.

Now I would like to introduce you to a new friend her name is Chelsea and the best thing about her is that she is an awesome listener and never ever talks back to me!! :D

Where oh where did October Go????

There is only one week left in October and then November will be here... the busier I am the faster time seems to be zooming on by!!!

I am sooo looking forward to November Coming, I sooo need a break and there will be plently in November the 10 and 11 and I get the 24-28 off for Thanksgiving!

Even though I still have to go to school that week just monday and wednesday, it will be nice not having to get up at the crack of dawn!! Plus during that week I will be going Disneyland with my awesome friends and their cute kids and going to LA to see WICKED one last time!!! Yes I will be busy but I am greatly looking forward to it!!!

Well I am off to bed, long day tomorrow!! :)

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Yes I should be in bed, but I am not, for some reason I can not fall asleep, it one of those noghts when my mind is soo full that I cant sleep.

...Pray for me...I just need a quick break from EVERYTHING!!!!! I just want one day that can be worry free from all the homework, stuff at home and lesson plans and prep that I need to do... running on empty!!!

Okay I guess I will go to bed now, there will be 10 three year olds wating for me to know what I am doing and that will only happen when I get some sleep!!!

Made it to the Weekend!!

One month of teaching done, nine more to go!! I am loving it, yes, there are days when I am ready to pull my hair out, and I go home totally exhausted.

It’s so hard to juggling everything; school, work, church, stuff at home and all the other things that come up that I want to do, but some that I know that I can’t possibly do without completely losing my mind… I want to go to ladies bible study soooo bad but I can’t even comprehend adding one more thing to my plate.

It’s so hard for me to sit still and do nothing, because I know there are a million other things I need to be doing… The one thing that God asks us to be is to be still, and that is the hardest thing for me to do, even when I know in my heart of hearts that it is the best thing for me!!!

I wish school (college) was done already, I love the classes I am taking, but in some areas it’s hard for me to multi-task, when it comes to school I like to be able to give it my full and undivided attention!! However, we can’t always get what we want so I am learning to juggle, I am trying to learn when I just need to stay home, and take a break.

But there are things I am greatly looking forward to... Seeing the boys and their cute little sister every week at church and mommy and daddy need me, going to disneyland with my awesome friends and the bestest of all my BF will be here for christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now I am being a couch potato!!!

...Where do i even begin...

I made it through my first month of teaching.. WOOHOOO!!!!

There are days that seem to zoom on by and some that seem to drag on forever...

Too exhausted and emotional to finish my blog.

Pray for me!!!!!

Too Busy To Blog

So I started school and work all in the same week and day!!! Which was the 2nd of September.

Its alot of work, alot of juggling, alot of ups and downs... I am so exhausted right now that I cant make heads and tails of my feelings, I know how I am when I am exhausted, my emotions are all over the place.

Being an aid in a pre-school is one thing, teaching is a whole other story...

Okay so as I was typing this my best friend called and since she is in VA and we have been playing phone tag all week, I had to take the call and I am was mind set to type and talk... I have no train of thought left except that I look forward everyime I get to talk to her and see her, and I am extremly tired and have work in the morning!!!!