Well I made it through finals!!! WOOHOO No school until February!!
JOY & THANKFULNESS
God has been speaking to my heart about these words for a couple of months now, but it has been hard to listen; how can I rejoice or be joyful or thankful about the circumstances in my life: my parents no longer love each other, I now only live just my mom… even though I know that God has a plan, how can I be joyful and thankful for it all? I may never be able to rejoice or be thankful for my parents’ divorce, but I can rejoice in the Lord, rejoice for His faithfulness, His promises, His Love, The many blessings He has placed in my life!
Its easy to be angry, its powerful, but oh so lonely and there is no peace in anger, but its safe… it is the reason there is a block wall around my heart, the reason its hard to let God heal me, because I know God’s healing is going to hurt. Pray for me as I allow God to break down the wall around my heart, as I truly allow the healing to begin in His time!
So today, even though I can’t rejoice or be thankful for what has taken place in my family, I will rejoice in the Lord for all He has given me!!!!

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