Stressed and Emotional Not A Good Combination

So school started for me again today and I am beyond stressed and I have only gone to two of my five classes!!! Yes five classes I don’t have a choice unless someone wants to pay for the increase I will have in my car insurance!!!! Not only has school started but it’s also about that time of the month and my emotions are all over the place! I want to excel in school but I also want to excel at my job and I am afraid I can’t do both without losing my mind!!! There are already times when I feel as if I am failing as a teacher that I am not offering my students enough opportunities to thrive and learn! I know I am probably too hard on myself, but I am a perfectionist and I beat myself up for every tiny mistake, I guess I expect myself to be perfect and never make a mistake, I can’t do something with my full attention and devote the proper amount of time it deserves than I rather not do it!! That where I am at right now, it’s not that I don’t want to go to school I just want to do my best and devote as much time as possible without losing my mind!!!! Pray for me as I face another semester of school and working!!!!!!!!